HAPPY BIRTHDAY mum,wishing u were here so much,dont worry about us lot here we will all b alright,just takes time to get use to you not been here thats all.The things we were all gonna do for you an with you for your special day but now we cant.I wanted everyone to come to scarborough an light a candle lantern in respect of u for ure birthday but the snow has put a damper on this so i will b doing it anyways just on me own aint it.cant be helped if no one can get out of there home cos the snow too deep.Youd only moan anyways thats its too cold an that we all shud b wrapped up properly like u used to.I just wished we wud av made up long time before so i cud av been there for u,but no one ever thought ud get cancer at all.Cant get u out of me head an thats doing me in aswell,i no u wudnt want any of us to dwell an that but to b honest i cant help it an im sure no one else can either.You were a big part of r lives more than we cared to say.i love u loads an i wud if i cud come to c u but i cant not yet but i will do soon though.I hope u r keeping all those male angels happy an the female ones on there toes.save some for me wont u.By the way i was gonna get ure favourite drink,baileys irish cream,cream bun,flowers,orchids but no ones here so i wont bother,iv got me orchid plant an they only live for a few months but believe it or not but mines lasted over a year an everytime winter leaves, it blossoms.well im off,love an missing u,xxxxdebs