morning mum,hows u today then hope u r ok with the angels,i hope they r looking after u an i hope that wen its my time to go that ull b waiting for me with me nana an grandad aswell. i just had a thought that if i ever get married that u wont be there to see me get married now,well i left it too late didnt i,well i suppose i need a man an since i dont have any intentions of getting one then i wont b getting married. I wish u were here cos i found myself going to ring u the other day,silly i no but i was,until i realised u wudnt answer.iv not deleted ure number yet cos i cant seem to do it,i cant get rid of everything of u,so i keep it in me fone.I aint ready to do that yet. i went out the other week an sang on careoke,just like we use to wen i was young,it was well weird to do it without u for the first time in a pub.but i enjoyed it cos i thought of u an u wud av been there to enjoy all the singing. well im of mum,love u loads an forever will so too.