friday the 2nd july.2010.We all said r last goodbyes to u mum,u wud av been so proud of us all,all ure kids all together an we all drank to u mum ud wud av loved it,wish u were there. I couldnt cry mum i didnt want to say goodbye to u i wernt ready to do that,i wasnt even ready wen u left us in the hospice even though i new it wud happen,i still thought u wudnt go i think nothing registered in me that u were going,still hasnt,even though i sit here an write on this memorial for u,im still going on as if nawt has happened. Your still here with me anyway an u will never leave us for real,ure in all r hearts,memories. never say goodbyes,cos u will b there for me wen my time comes an ill b willing to leave,wen my time comes but untill then mum,ill always have an still do love u with all my heart an u did no that.we all did,because ure r mother an without u we wudnt even b here so we all r thankful that u r ,r mother.