debbie 25th June 2010

I made this special tribute page for all the friends an family to view an put their thoughts an comments down about my mother,Hazel Mackie. Mum i miss u more now that u r gone an i suppose i will for a long time to come,i thought i was ready to let you go but i really wasnt as i cant come to terms with losing you. Everytime i am alone with my thoughts u r there,i will never stop thinking of you because i cant. When you lost your battle against cancer yesterday afternoon apart of me went to heaven with,i felt an still feel very much alone,for the first time ever i feel alone an lost without you here in our lives. I really dont know which direction to take anymore.Daft as it may seem but do you remember when i said to you when i younger that you will stay alive forever an you laughed with me,i still remember that day,we had so much fun,laughing all day we were,an that`s what i thought,you`d stay alive forever. We did have some fun together though,ofcourse there was bad times but also good times to go with them.When we use to go on day trips when i was pregnant with Jason an i bought that big furry bunny back with us on the coach,u laughed when it was too big to queeze threw the other people also getting on the coach but we got there in the end.Remember when we walked for ages an we both moaned,how are feet were hurting so we started looking for a shop for sandels an did`nt we just love those sandels that we bought,we thought we were in heaven,so comfortable to wear. People forget the happy times until we think about them,an i am blessed to have had alot of them times with you. Im glad you are not in pain anymore though cos you were suffering alot but i wished that i could have taken it all away from you,for you.I would do anything to have you back with us,we all miss you mum,no amount of words can say just how much we all want you here with us.