The day the angels took you away from us an kept you close to them is drawing near... We were robbed for the time we had with you but I guess the angels needed you more than we did as you went...we will never forget you ever no matter how many years passes you are still in my thoughts mum.. I will soon be coming to see you. I do hope you not causing trouble with all them male angels as I know what you are like.. you like to party as I do all the time..so you save a place at your table for me wont ya.. my heart always aches for you as your not here an yes theres been times when I did need you but I couldn't have you..But don't worry im fine an I will keep on been fine without you in my life.. I often look back at my life terrible times id like to be ato wipe my memory but time with you is also there I often remember them maybe not many but they are there... Im glad we spoke before you left us we cleared the air... something we should have done all them years before but he at least you said what you needed as I did to you.. Its been nearly 5 years since the cancer took you away too soon an it just gets harder not easier as people keep saying time is a great healer... I tell people this but its not we just put it at the back f r minds from time to time an get on with it as we have to... but theres been times where I still wished you were here some one to talk to an tell my news to like we use to... Iv got a fella hes Italian speaks a lil English getting better gb I call him hes nice but I find it hard living with him as all the bad stuff that happened to me with my last ex.. I cant forget an I cant move on...but hey ho we love each other.. well that's all the news so far theres more but well I will leave that for the nxt time I come on here I love you an miss you loads mother...soon to be mothers day... I will be here for you.. with you xx